Painful

I really realised how hard to maintained a friendship. I devote time, effort and energy into a friendship. Just because that A doesnt believe the real truth and throws the whole truth back to me. I feel that i am powerless, energyless and nothing to say. I tried my best to retained what i have done.

I am really painful to let go of it. But till he sees the truth, he knows it.

2 laws of my friendship, i never broke anything with regards to that. I toed the line from start to end, i follow every single that pops onto my head, and there just because of a uncovered truth, he throws everything back to me.

Trivial stuff, small stuff. Why would i sacrificed the entire relationship for just a small stuff? Would i be so stupid? Why am i so stupid? I am tired. I am not ready for a new friendship? 12 the March will be the curse to me forever. I tired of showing him the truth, i am really tired.

Sorry blog, i tried my best

NEW LAPTOP

ADIOS PPLE, i gt my new laptop on fri,

install alot of crap

den over-charged my laptop

lolz

sat polls

chiam wins

sitoh loses

huh i was disappointed de

potong pasir nt like hougang

potong pasir nt as new and developed as hougang

i want new facilities

i want my library, i want my malls, i want my lan shops and my pools

but chiam puts his money on lift upgrading, where he get the money to install my facilities

moreover, potong pasir fer 22 years have ntg, no new flats and facilities

re-roofing nt done fer 18 years and the flats will be 37 years old to the next elections

bt it was delayed very long le

if they catch fire or sumtink. its their business

u want opposition go other wards ok

potong pasir need not suffer under the hands of the oppostion, imagine i have to travel to toa payoh for my library, malls and pools

omg lar, i mean let pap build everything den come back opposition.

LISTEN OLD FOGEYS OLD THERE, I NEED MY FACILITIES AND STOP DENYING TO THE YOUNGER GENERATION IN POTONG PASIR

u want be loyal nvm, cuz u dun need library cuz u dun read, u dun a lan shops cuz u dun play, dun need ur malls cuz u obviously denied shops and u dun need pools cuz UR OLD FOGEYS

GIVE ME WAD I NEED, well i will really vote for chiam he really provides wad i need.

Come on, travelling to and fro to toa payoh suxs, i waste my money and time WHEN I CAN HAVE THEM HERE IF SITOH COMES IN ....

GRRRR!!!! now i diam

titleless

another wonderful day huh

1st) went to british council to take my test and guess wad i scored 65/80 fer my test and 8/9 fer my interview, course starting soon

2nd) mapling, nt exactly vry fun, help bro collect dolls

3rd) jack's place, well the price sux

k.ser

tired, nt to blog todae

Poly life...... A new beginning

I know, its long, very very very long that i have not been blogging, well sad to say, i re-started blogging again, i wonder this new motivation will soon turn into resentment, irrtation or agony

Well well, lemme see, i posted into Digital Entertainment Technology after my olvls, on the first day of orientation, everyone was like so freaking quiet and ntg better to do, but soon the ice break and everyone was able to communicate to one another.

DET0606, my bunch of new friends and people, well we gel and bond naturally cuz we have 1 natural interest : Games.

Let me see, who is in our class, Albert, Cassandra, Ian, Wesley, Hakkim, Yao Yong, Jun Ming, Eddie, Kenneth, Bryan, Fadillah, Ken Hwee, Cong Hu, Sunkai(exlied), samuel(exiled), Guangliang, Yongjie (pardon me if i ferget)

i started to learn C++ programming, btw it rox ok, it so damn fun, i juz write somethings in front of the computer and all the people in the other diplomas will like "huh, wad rubbish is this?" and if i play it, it come out a totally different format, so guys, dun mass with me, i know the language of the machines XD.

Well, gtg bb

My New Goal

To be that passionate flame that lights one's up, to wander about the entire world, juz to find that match and tinder, that really glows up my heart

Trip to R hse

todae went to R house and visit her

i went of house at 11.30 and went to the 7-11 in front of zhss but when i was there, Yanda msg me and tell me tt there is a change of plan............

Take Mrt to Kovan and at OLD CHANG KEE there meet Derek, Yanda and Adeline. Derek helped Zhiwei to the new Kelly album. LOL we proceeded to R's house and ask R to sign on the poster.....(further on i will nt elaborate).

Snack on some cookies and drinks, we went to meddle at tt computer and saw some interesting photos, Yanda sends some photos to samuel and made R to be very mad and switched off the computer by the swtitch

Basketball time~~~

we returned to R's house and rest, played Uno and murder, den b to the court again

Most of the event forgot le, maybe i will rmb baz