Like a Spirit, Like an Arrow

Painful

2008-03-12T10:25:00.000-07:00

I really realised how hard to maintained a friendship. I devote time, effort and energy into a friendship. Just because that A doesnt believe the real truth and throws the whole truth back to me. I feel that i am powerless, energyless and nothing to say. I tried my best to retained what i have done.

I am really painful to let go of it. But till he sees the truth, he knows it.

2 laws of my friendship, i never broke anything with regards to that. I toed the line from start to end, i follow every single that pops onto my head, and there just because of a uncovered truth, he throws everything back to me.

Trivial stuff, small stuff. Why would i sacrificed the entire relationship for just a small stuff? Would i be so stupid? Why am i so stupid? I am tired. I am not ready for a new friendship? 12 the March will be the curse to me forever. I tired of showing him the truth, i am really tired.

Sorry blog, i tried my best

NEW LAPTOP

2006-05-07T06:15:00.000-07:00

ADIOS PPLE, i gt my new laptop on fri,

install alot of crap

den over-charged my laptop

lolz

sat polls

chiam wins

sitoh loses

huh i was disappointed de

potong pasir nt like hougang

potong pasir nt as new and developed as hougang

i want new facilities

i want my library, i want my malls, i want my lan shops and my pools

but chiam puts his money on lift upgrading, where he get the money to install my facilities

moreover, potong pasir fer 22 years have ntg, no new flats and facilities

re-roofing nt done fer 18 years and the flats will be 37 years old to the next elections

bt it was delayed very long le

if they catch fire or sumtink. its their business

u want opposition go other wards ok

potong pasir need not suffer under the hands of the oppostion, imagine i have to travel to toa payoh for my library, malls and pools

omg lar, i mean let pap build everything den come back opposition.

LISTEN OLD FOGEYS OLD THERE, I NEED MY FACILITIES AND STOP DENYING TO THE YOUNGER GENERATION IN POTONG PASIR

u want be loyal nvm, cuz u dun need library cuz u dun read, u dun a lan shops cuz u dun play, dun need ur malls cuz u obviously denied shops and u dun need pools cuz UR OLD FOGEYS

GIVE ME WAD I NEED, well i will really vote for chiam he really provides wad i need.

Come on, travelling to and fro to toa payoh suxs, i waste my money and time WHEN I CAN HAVE THEM HERE IF SITOH COMES IN ....

GRRRR!!!! now i diam

titleless

2006-04-29T09:43:00.000-07:00

another wonderful day huh

1st) went to british council to take my test and guess wad i scored 65/80 fer my test and 8/9 fer my interview, course starting soon

2nd) mapling, nt exactly vry fun, help bro collect dolls

3rd) jack's place, well the price sux

k.ser

2006-04-28T07:11:00.000-07:00

tired, nt to blog todae

Poly life...... A new beginning

2006-04-25T04:11:00.000-07:00

I know, its long, very very very long that i have not been blogging, well sad to say, i re-started blogging again, i wonder this new motivation will soon turn into resentment, irrtation or agony

Well well, lemme see, i posted into Digital Entertainment Technology after my olvls, on the first day of orientation, everyone was like so freaking quiet and ntg better to do, but soon the ice break and everyone was able to communicate to one another.

DET0606, my bunch of new friends and people, well we gel and bond naturally cuz we have 1 natural interest : Games.

Let me see, who is in our class, Albert, Cassandra, Ian, Wesley, Hakkim, Yao Yong, Jun Ming, Eddie, Kenneth, Bryan, Fadillah, Ken Hwee, Cong Hu, Sunkai(exlied), samuel(exiled), Guangliang, Yongjie (pardon me if i ferget)

i started to learn C++ programming, btw it rox ok, it so damn fun, i juz write somethings in front of the computer and all the people in the other diplomas will like "huh, wad rubbish is this?" and if i play it, it come out a totally different format, so guys, dun mass with me, i know the language of the machines XD.

Well, gtg bb

My New Goal

2006-02-25T05:45:00.000-08:00

To be that passionate flame that lights one's up, to wander about the entire world, juz to find that match and tinder, that really glows up my heart

Trip to R hse

2006-02-17T05:41:00.000-08:00

todae went to R house and visit her

i went of house at 11.30 and went to the 7-11 in front of zhss but when i was there, Yanda msg me and tell me tt there is a change of plan............

Take Mrt to Kovan and at OLD CHANG KEE there meet Derek, Yanda and Adeline. Derek helped Zhiwei to the new Kelly album. LOL we proceeded to R's house and ask R to sign on the poster.....(further on i will nt elaborate).

Snack on some cookies and drinks, we went to meddle at tt computer and saw some interesting photos, Yanda sends some photos to samuel and made R to be very mad and switched off the computer by the swtitch

Basketball time~~~

we returned to R's house and rest, played Uno and murder, den b to the court again

Most of the event forgot le, maybe i will rmb baz

Trip to Sentosa

2006-02-13T08:13:00.000-08:00

Well, this is the third time i went over to Sentosa with my 4E6 classmates........ I woke up at about 6.00 p.m, played a little of DOTA, b4 proceeding down to the MRT station at 8.30 to wait for my friends to pick me up. Well, i got there but they say that since Yiling havent come yet and Gun came home to pick up his clz jersey( which was reminded the day b4) , well Yiling arrived shortly i arrived but Gun took a whole heck of his time b4 arriving......

Arrived In Harbourfront station with YAnda, Rachel, Gun, Adeline, Jackie and Yiling. Derek, Li Jian and Zhiwei was oreadi waiting for us there liao, i think I shouldnt be elaborating wad happened from the station to the Sentosa bahz, but have to thank Jackie for his membership card which allowed 3 free visiting chances of which to Sentosa and i was fortunately able to be benefitted from it. :D

At Sentosa, i changed out from my long pants and shoes to a pair of shorts and my slippers. After i joined them to play football and obviously i was the lousiest among the lot and the black sheep among them as well. Erh, nt forgetting we camped outside of a football court between Sapphire and Emerald Pavilion. After that , the girls decided to go to the opposite side of the sea to a small little islet bahz, and i tagged along with them. One round and back to Sentosa main island. The whole place was teeming with small fishes and seaweed.

Shortly we returned to play the ball but the ball was punctured by a nail above the goalpost and we decided to stop playing instead. The girls wanted to go on to the bridge to catch some fishes and we trooped down to be engaged in their activities. I sat down there watching them catch fish while observing the fishes swim by. Unfortunately Lady Luck wasnt with them and they was unsucessful about catching the fish.

They proceeded to buy a new ball and of we whisked off to the little shop to buy a new ball. Well, it was nearly lunch time and the girls was long away at the Coffee Bean enjoying their Cup noodles while the guys arrived later and later when to purchased their food. Li Jian and Zhiwei stayed behind to look after our belongings!

We returned to our spot with the girls. The girls decied to try their luck again in catching the fish and off they trrop off to the spot with Li Jian. Yanda, Derek, Jackie and Gun went to the underwater world with Jackie free admissiong tickets. I was so fed up with Gun having to harping that he had never went to the Underwater world that i keep quiet and i ignored it while the others ranted him off.

After that i played ZHONG JI MI MA, i was to select the numbers and one by one i sent them down the sea. But i was unlucky and was oso sent down. (the later part i forgot le)

i stayed behind to watch the bag watching the Indian guys playing football behind us.

Time flies and about 4.00, a group of guys challenged our group with football. We kindly accepted the offer and played with them.The guys played so roughly with the games even though it was a friendly match and we kerna owned by them.We decided then that we leave Sentosa and we washed ourselves clean and went back home. I just took a noticed that Li Jian was very dark.

WE went back Harbourfront Mall and we dined at Yoshinoya while the rest went up to the food court where vegetarian was served.

we took photos at the Mall and Li Jian, Jackie and Yiling was seperated from us.

i whisked off home after that

I hope it will not end just like that, hope that there will be more. I will be waiting. =)
4E6 rocks~~ i hope it will last

2006-02-11T21:15:00.000-08:00

Hi, i found my blog password and username at last, or shld i sae rmbered?.... Well, this year is gonna be a bad year for me, well the starting its oreadi bad liao....

Just got my olvl results, the results arent pleasant, well i was most disappointed in my EL results which is a 7, haiz, i felt i disappointed Mr Koh, Mrs Lim and Betty. All of them seems to have reckoned that i would make it easier this year olvl and would be able to pass this year O'lvl but it came to a bad sunder lar. I disappointed myself the most, yar, cuz i been trying to buck it up this year but i havent suceeded, and i have to retake it next year...... i hope 4 continous years of hard work will have a toil in mother nature and will le me suceed next yar bahz.

i wonder is it heaven's sign to tell me that i will not be doing in the olvls lar, i have been sick for a couple of wks le, cough, sore throat, breathlessness, block nose and running nose........ pretty freaking right. I could not comprehend this imminent sign before my olvls but somehow i think bcack that it must have signalled something...... something really really bad is going to happened in my olvl.

My dream to Jc now is utterly crushed and now i could only now go to a polytechnic or a ITE, but im going to a course called Biotechnology, well heaven let me suceed and not fail lar, KZ>

well signing off

My new blog

2005-12-26T10:23:00.000-08:00

I will be posting photos on my trip on my nxt entry, so pardon me now